School is going to start soon, and i am really dreading it.

dread the workload.
dread bidding.
dread rushing of lab reports.
dread the competition.
dread the stress.
dread the travelling.

sigh.

really hope and pray i can do my arts gem module with dear..hope our bidding is successful!

aside from all these moans and groans, dear and i have been busy with crusade matriculation...it has been hard work standing for long hours, doing surveys with the freshies, giving out matric packs, etc. but it is all done for God's glory and we serve with joy.

met up with dear's classmates yesterday, and although i did feel out of place, i was happy that dear brought me along and introduced me to his friends, despite the awkwardness he might face. thanks dear.

tmr is engine crusade bbq cum chalet. hope to see many freshies there! :)

next week is packed too...with acqua outing, meeting up with xl and hazel hopefully, meeting up with jess dearie, dear's uncle 60th birthday celebration, prob meeting up with li ling, erwin and jia min, and since sch is opening, dear and i hope to spend more personal time with each other...we'll definitely miss our alone times when sch starts! sigh really love those times when me and dear don't have to study, when we can just play so freely :( sob and i'm not staying at pgp anymore...so i'm going to meet dear less. boo hoo hoo.

but we'll work things out nevertheless! will keep praying!

our holidays have been fruitful. we've gone through struggles, disappointments, sad times and have overcome them..and we've grown. we've spend many happy moments, we've grown closer to God, we've been doing our quiet time more consistently now. we've met up with each other's friends, went abroad together, attended church together etc. lots of memories, lots of fun, lots of tiredness, lots of happy times...and i really did enjoy my holidays, though it was kinda tiring with too many responsibilities. regretted joining some things, but these are choices i have made.

anyway!

as the new semester begins, it's gonna be challenging...as me and dear will be SMs (spiritual multipliers). we've gotten the whole ministry calender..and boy, it's really packed! but it's our priority to serve God and His ministry..we all make our own priorities and choices...and dear and i will be taking 2 modules together, should our bidding gets successful this monday! (pray, pray pray!) and it's gonna be tough for us too, as we get to see each other less, and spend lesser personal time with each other...

well, whatever the road lies ahead, we'll entrust it in God's hands!

Matt 6:33 reminds me to always seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and God will definitely provide for us!

gotta treasure my 1 week of holiday left! :) :)