hai..there're some things about clubbing that always bugs me.

Not that i'm in any position to disapprove, but if i could control, i definitely would discourage my friends to go there, be it in pursuit of fun or just getting high.

Club is just not the right place to go.

Just realised a past friend of mine, that used to be so demure and conservative, has started to club till whee hours in the morning...it just bugs me even though i'm not even close to him or her anymore.

oh well.. i'm in no position to hinder anyone's choices. Just venting it out.

Service was really good today, esp the sermon Pastor Joel preached today about traditions in church. And today's service reminded me of the number of needy people in this world..and it hurts to know that there's are so many out there in pain, yet, I'm here studying in chem eng..stressing myself out, not giving up time to help these people when i've the capability to do so. I feel so ashamed.

Seeing myself as a chem engineer in the future is slowly becoming more and more blurred. Perhaps after all the hard work to get a degree, chem engineer is just not the profession God wants me to be. Maybe God wants me to give it all up in faith, and help the needy instead..where i feel being directed at right now.

I really hope everyone will make the right choices in life to follow Jesus. That's where true happiness lie. Trust me. The joy is overwhelming...it fills all emptiness within.

Everyday now, i've been praying that God will speak to you... sometimes, i just get a bit impatient. Seeing you club and trying to have life outside school right now...somehow, i just have the feeling that you're feeling empty inside. I pray, God's love will really fill your heart one day. God bless.