Thursday, October 16, 2008

everyone has gotten their acceptance into ETH Zurich, but not for me. I've yet to get mine.

and honestly, i'm getting a little worried about it, and so is dear. we both know that if one of us don't get it, we both won't go in the end. i know i had some study plan problems, but it's weird, cos i thought yean ching and erlin submitted the same one as me. I'm glad all my friends got it, really :) and i do hope mine comes soon, cos i really am looking forward to it, no matter how homesick i may get.

yet, sometimes, i really do wonder what's God's plan for me. when we first applied for this uni in eth zurich, dear and i really took a risk by just putting 1 university down, cos it's the only uni common to chem and envt engine other than mcgill, which we decided not to go for in the end cos of some problems. And God, very graciously, gave us both acceptance from nus. i know i should have faith, for He has led me thus far, but being human, anxiety is something that comes and go.

i'm really tired, really really tired. i'm getting worried with the projects now too, cos we're stuck, and today seemed so unproductive. i've yet to prepare my lesson for dg tmr too....gotta do it now, am praying for a refreshed spirit.

i've been pmsing (at least that's what i think) the past few days...and dear had to suffer most of it. sigh. sorry honey. i'll try to control my emotions..but it's really hard u know. Thank you for your understanding though, i knew i was being a nuisance at times :(

Anyway, my parents are away to South Africa for 12 days..will be back next sat. meanwhile, keep them in prayers...hope that their trip will be a fun, exciting, beautiful, and safe one and may they encounter God too, as they identify and admire God's wonderful creation of mother nature.

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