Wednesday, September 23, 2009

in lab now.
15 minutes to end of experiment.
lacking 15 minutes of sleep today.

Nothing is really running through my head now. Tired of thinking of Design Project.
Everyone does things differently, and its so difficult just to collate all the different things. Can't even tell if things are copied directly or not. Just too much work to go and check.

Its just design, its just 4MCs.
Wished i were doing it with my friends, then at least i'll be more motivated to help them since i know them...

Still questioning myself to why i tried to do good by helping others.
Sometimes, it just doesn't equate, its less than a zero sum game for me.
Its true that maybe a christian can help the devil without knowing it, and it might not even be his fault. We're all meant to show love, especially to our enemies.

Guess who is the biggest enemy of them all? there's no way around it.
Everything is meant to degenerate, till we're void of it all.
Everthing is meant to be lost, until maybe the devil shows his remorse.

It can be an endless wait. But yet, we must still wait.

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