Everything has come so fast, and so hard.
I'm surrounded by many people who have dreams to get rich, be successful, or basically just live comfortably.
Competing with them for these very same things have so little meaning.
And even if i didn't, its not that everything would just fall into place either.
Life is much more complex than that, and there is never a straight answer to everything.

At the end of the day, I have to realize...
that life is simply about God.

I live life for God.
The path towards Him, always seems like the illogical step away from success.
Many may proclaim his great blessings, but his blessings are truly borne out of great extraordinary steps; not the steps of an ordinary man.

Yesterday, talking to the yesteryear people...

In today's society,
The ordinary man might seek sexy girls and good sex,
the ordinary man might seek wads of cash,
the ordinary man might seek fame and a life of luxury.

The world is terribly polluted, and so many people i know have lost those core values within them...
the values which proclaim justice, love and peace.
the values which proclaim fidelity, honesty and integrity,
the values which proclaim salvation.

When will these values be regained?
Can an ordinary man forsake his desires for the world and for the pleasures of man, to seek an upright living as an extraordinary individual?
I suffer and struggle hard everyday.
Sometimes, i just feel sorry for so many of my friends, who have seemingly lost the battle, but yet hope, they might still win the war.

At the end of the day, you hope maybe Gods laws were laxed, and maybe repentance would provide redemption.
But, you really really hope that repentance comes.

God is seemingly lost in this world,
and the anti-christ coming has been foreshadowed by many of man's demons.

Love is lost,
God is seemingly unheard and unseen,
and people are becoming more and more Of this world.
God save our souls; especially us young ones.

God is our pillar of strength, and my wife of virtue (although i have been coming down a bit hard on her these last few days) is worth far more than rubies.
She is my only hope.