Hmm, failed the interview thing yesterday (MAP)...
I kind of expected it, because I wasn't very focused, or very good at it that day.
YA, just like the other interview I did before that, did not perform very well.

Sometimes, its maybe a bit of personality conflict,
Somtimes, I'm not so good with these kind of things,
a little bit too emotional/aware of things; for my own good.
At times, maybe too much honesty/naivety works against me.

But, oh well... i really think the others there at the interview were so much better than me.
Ya, there are a lot of people better than me, in a lot of different ways.
I'd be lying if I said i was not downcast. I am! a little...
Stupid Pride.. Stupid EGO.
But.. well =) God has great things in store for all of us.
I'm still blessed with things. I'm not the best, but I'm still blessed.

Yup, well... anyway on the bright side, there are still people that like/love me.
There are still other things for me to do, other ways for me to make a difference.
Still a long journey ahead and a lot to discover.
Faith helps us to live, to cherish and to grow.

Sometimes, I feel like an idiot.
Haha =) I take 4 years to get where I am today, when i could have been there from the start.