You see...
God has been good to me.
Really really good to me.
I really have so much to thank Him for, more than just world successes, or life experiences..
But really, with the faith, things are just so different....
Its a different perspective, a different life.

Coming to Engineering in NUS has taught me....
how driven the world can be, how drive for money, for success and for status.
I am blessed, i have had money, i've tasted success, and i do have some status.
But its not what I WANT!
and its definitely not what I NEED.

I remember about 4 years back, I realized i was someone that learnt from negative examples.
Thinking about it now, I still learn from negative examples;
Just that now, God has provided positive examples to remind me

After 4 years just having my main focus fixated on trying to do enough in my B. Degree,
i have learnt so much about engineering.
And learnt so much more about life.

I've learnt that
People come and people go,
Some people stay together, and some people don't
Some people live their lives together, and some people live their lives alone.
Some people want money, some people look for fame, some people just look for friends.
Everyone that i've met over the 4 years want to succeed, but its the people that don't whom i admire and respect.
Everyone needs love, but not everyone finds love.
Everyone wants love, and some people mistake love.
Someone told me last year, everyone basically seeks for self benefit.
And i have found out it is true, except for "Everyone"
That there are those who have a greater meaning and purpose in life.
There are those who forsake success for happiness, and forsake success for more happiness; even if they had both.
There is me, who burns with righteousness, who burns with desire,
But fails to do it, and succeeds in being misunderstood.
Everyone wants to be right, more right than others, including me.
But its better to put it back in "righteousness", for from God it came, not from man.
And we were never right to begin with.