I realized something.

"Good and Bad, Intertwined.
It is still returning to God that counts.
Whether good or bad, whether intertwined.
Its still believing in God that is important.
The hope is for one to return to God,
not for one to turn to good.
For, the good will be honored,
and, the bad, condemned.
But many, as I, intertwined.....
Can only return to God. "

1 John 2:15
Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the father is not in him.