Hmmm!!! Its finally drawing to an end... the entire 4 years in NUS.
And, so much has happened.
But, You look back, and well, nothing really comes to mind....
Thats life in the fast lane, so fast, so quick, so unmemorable.

Maybe its because I saw it coming, and was more than prepared for everything that occurred.

Anyway, well....
Thank God.

I'm still living life looking forward to the end. Still waiting for it to come.
Preparing myself and people around me for it as much as I have the influence to.

You can't plan for everything though, and some things need more prayer.

I'm kinda looking forward to working. I guess, its because studying bores me, the results too meaningless to make a difference. Its just not worthwhile doing things for yourself.
A job perhaps, you could argue you're doing it for God, or well, even for others.

Even as we work, I really wonder where I am going to end up, who am I going to end up working with, how far am I going to go, etc.

Sometimes, you're just unsure where the best place is for you.
Sometimes, you just have to leave it to God.

At this very moment, its really entirely out of your hands.
Anything can happen, the company might lose your resume, they might just simply not like a single sentence you put down on your resume, etc.
So well, the best place is the place God puts me.

Its not the one with the best career track.
Its not the one that pays the best.
Its not the one that has the least barriers.

I think, my mindset has really changed at this point in time.
I could have planned all I want to get the job which would allow me to go the furthest.
And, i definitely try to plan.
But, its more than that.
I just have to do my best wherever it is that God places me.
I'm just thankful for this changed mindset, because I believe it has made me a more capable and talented individual than I have ever been.

Someone once said, that the basic rule is that "Every single person thinks of themself first."
I would like to change that, somehow.