i'm tired....
From the day i was born, maybe i shud have just been left in the garbage.
i guess i'm just jealous then
i need to learn from my sis, cos she has managed to look past so much.
But, maybe, i'm just stressed by situations and things around me.
and this is a journey that God puts me through.
I hope I can understand.

Its true. I should change.
As hard as it is. I should. I am not right as well.
But whatever God gives, we take as blessings. Whatever God does not give, we do not touch.
don't know why.. its just me.

Too much pent up hurt, anger, and unforgiveness. God help me.