please pray for my daddy...

Yesterday, after meeting at about almost 10pm, i was about to ring the door bell when i thought something was amiss. My usual parent's car was not around, the first floor lights were on and no one is answering the door bell. I started to panick, worried that something has happened...so i hurriedly called my daddy, mummy, maid and home...no answer. i was really starting to worry. Thankfully my maid called me back and said they are all at the clinic...

my daddy is sick again. =(

Recently, his ear is inbalanced so he suffers from this sickness called 'vertigo' (not sure of the spelling but sounds like that), where he would not even be able to move his head or his whole head will spin and can collapse coz he can't walk steadily. sigh. When they reached home yesterday night, i looked at my daddy...he's so pale. and it really pains me to see him like this.

He sat on the sofa, upright, for almost 4-5 hours...from 10 plus all the way till 2am. He couldn't move coz once he move his head, he'll be so giddy...my family doctor gave him an injection, but it doesn't really take much effect. I looked at my mummy, and her eyes were puffy...she must have cried somehow, or must have kept her tears and worries. She still could smile at me...and it was just really sad to see them like this. Where's the usual laughter, the usual joking around...it has all collapsed into fears, worries, sadness. sigh.

My mum still has to work the next day..but yet, she quickly bathed and went downstairs and sat with my daddy on the sofa..She put tiger balm on him, put some cushions and ask him now and then if he's feeling better. I accompanied them downstairs, and brought my bible to read. i silently prayed and prayed to God to heal my daddy....i really want him to be well again.

When the clock hits 12am, i told my mum to go up and sleep, and i would bring daddy up later...thankfully, she decided to head to bed, but she woke up every now and then and came down to see if things are okay. I sat on the sofa the entire time...it was so silent downstairs...and i just keep reading Genesis with my life application bible...it's my first time touching that. Then when i was about to doze off on the sofa at 2am, my dad told me in his weak voice to help him go upstairs..i tried to lift him up, but he was so giddy, i had to do it so slowly....step by step i supporter him up the stairs...and i could feel that he coudn't possibly walk at all...without my support, he would have definitely fell and knock his head... :( it really pains me..

i've never seen my daddy so weak...i've never supported him like this before...many times, i swallowed my tears for fear my parents see...and i couldn't really sleep at night...i cried to bed and prayed and prayed for God to heal my daddy. I was so sad and worried that my dad might feel that he's a burden, and act strong. I'm worried after his 2 days mc, he would wanna drive to work and what if things happen along the way all of a sudden like yesterday? He was all fine and even went for a walk with my mummy to ecp, but after that, he suddenly got giddy.

i really want my dad to be well agian. I really want to see his smile again.

:(

God please heal him.

And just wanna say a big thank you to my dearest...thank you darling for staying up with me till 2am. even though you weren't able to be with me physically, you constantly msg me to tell me that you're with me and you're still awake, waiting for me. dear, thank you for being there for me when i'm at my lowest..thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for sacrificing your sleep so u can stay up with me despite us not being next to each other...dear, thank you for all that you've done for me. i really am touched and appreciative. i love you dearest...always and forever :)

friends, please pray for my daddy alright? I thank you for your prayers... :)

God will heal him. By faith, my daddy will be healthy again.