grant me wisdom and understanding Lord

First, i wanna say...

Thank you

&
Sorry

to my darling...

I was quite upset and troubled yesterday, coz i screwed up my tutorial balloting and i felt utterly screwed up as an SM. My disciples weren't responding to my email or smses...and their unresponsive actions are making me feel very very discouraged. Furthermore, i haven't been doing my job well either....didn't even inform them about tmr's bonding day which i was supposed to.

so anyway, because i was so troubled and dejected, dear was very worried for me. And thus, he stayed up the entire night till 4am, to do a really nice heart shape heart for me. He drew and coloured on it so well! An entire picture of what heaven is to him....and it was so beautiful...and he wrote me a message, saying that he'll be with me through it all, through hard times, through good times...

:)

was really touched today, plus we had 8am lecture...he slept so little. sigh. and because of that, you were so tired today...but still, u waited for me till 6pm and went for canoeing welcome tea with me...despite your tiredness.

Thank you darling.

And we had quality time talking and chatting too

:)

I must say these few days, i've been really crappy. My mood swing is really bad, and dear has been tolerating it all. sorry dear... =( i'm a really difficult girlfriend. But as i prayed last night and today...perhaps it's just all God's plan for screwed up tutorial slots...that perhaps He wants me to be with dear on wednesdays too! :) God has His reasons, His plans, and i entrust it to Him. Whether or not i swap successfully tmr depends on Him, and i leave it to Him.

And i'm happy that as i submitted my freshies to God just now, God really gave me encouraging responses from them when i called them just a while ago.

:)

Thank God!

And even though i didn't enjoy attending long hours of canoeing meetings throughout the semester, i must say that i really enjoyed and thank God for all the comm members. They are really nice people, and fun people to be with. And one thing that i would miss from canoeing is the people..really. During the welcome tea today, i really just enjoyed their presence. Though i realised that i'm not cut out for canoeing, neither do i really enjoy long hours of canoeing, i must say, that i've learnt a lot as a publicity head. I admit i didn't do a really good job, and i wasn't very committed coz i had other commitments which i chose to give priority to, i did try my best to fulfill my responsibilities, and i thank God for a wonderful pub assistant who is ever so understanding to help me in my workload for pub. Thank you erick. (dunno if u see this though) And i'm glad that you enjoyed the people in canoeing too, min hwee. Whatever your choice is to stay or not, i wish u all the best okay! sorry i'm not staying on with u, but i'm really glad u made nice good friends through canoeing! :) jia you yah!

And i'm happy for the current head of canoeing now as he turns into a christian =)! i just wanna wish the new comm all the best! i believe this new comm will do a really good job this coming academic year.

ALL THE BEST!

:)

And for my prayer requests, please pray:

1. Successful tutorial swapping tmr!

2. studies! really getting stressed! everything is accumulating! :(

3. get to know nice tutorial group mates to do group presentation, hai, i hardly know anyone in my tutorial groups! :( regretted balloting without asking my friends which slots they are in.

4. My dear to be in good health. He's getting very very tired these days :(

5. To be rejuvenated, revived and guided by the Lord as we serve Him through SMs!

God bless all!

:)