I was in my car today, driving home, with the rain pouring...
And i thought, about how i stood up today in service, how Evelyn came up to me to tell about JSS, how Adelene (conveniently both the head of JSS and my cousin-in-law) messaged me back with an emphatic "Welcome back matt!"

My path leads straight to God. Today i found fear in me, in doing my exams, that in all that i work hard for, it is just too easy to mess up, and i've a great tendency for doing it. Its wired into me. I have little choice, either i struggle with myself, or leave it to God. And honestly, who would choose the former. Life is so straightforward for me when God is around. That is good, it is a blessing; not having to grapple with such religious uncertainty.

Kings talks about love in her bloggie.
And then comes the age-old question of what is love, and i'd like to think i have it, am in it, and know how to do it.
I am blessed. Because I do.
I am so very much deeply in love with God and my dear.

If love is giving up what everything you can,
True Love is about giving up everything you have.
All of us, many of us have love, but we never do find the truth; true love.
So thats it from me, from someone hopelessly in love.
but thats what i want it to be, thats my choice.

To believe and not fear, is to have faith.

*EXAM STRESS*
God! PLEASE HELP US!