Bad Day

Today is a really bad day.

1. Received a very sad news.

2. Dear's having a fever right now, and he has to take a paper in another 3 hours time.

3. I'm coughing, having a headache, heart palpitation and uneasy stomach.

4. I can't concentrate at all. Very disturbed.

5. But there's still so much more to study. Difficult paper tmr.

6. Not a lot of time left.

7. No sense of peace.

Dear's taking a nap now after consuming a panadol and he hasn't finished his revision either. He's feeling a little fearful, but what's more important than health. I rather he be healthy than to do well in his exams with a sick body. Don't worry dear, just do your best. If you feel too sick to continue, just rest...God will provide. I'm with you, always.

I feel very different this exam. I don't have that momentum and drive to mug that hard and so many unpredictable things are happening around this time. Sad ones especially. And it disturbs me. All these just makes me realise how little significance exams are in our lives. I'm not pushing myself that hard anymore, just trying to take it easy...and hope that it'ld be over soon.

We need a break. Our bodies are exhausted.