He's the author of my life story..

I've been reading some of my recently written posts, and realised its mostly filled with whines and complains about work and stress.

It was only yesterday night, when I felt so extremely drained, that i realised I've been too carried away with work.

Guo yi told me that he only spends 1 hour with God everyday, yet God gave him the rest of the day. Then i looked at myself and realised i only spend like 5 mins with God before i sleep, and the rest of the day with the world.

When God sends someone to speak to you, and u start to reflect, that's when you realised it's time to go back to the right track.

Okay, so here i am right now, reminded that we should always have continued dependence on God. With all the datelines and tests coming up, it's common for many of us to push God aside...for we're short-sighted. But its okay, God is a God who understands...as long as we choose to turn back and abide in Him.

Thank God for reminders really. It comes at the perfect timing...i've been feeling so tired these days, because i've been depending on my own strength and not His. And i cannot do it...I can't handle all these without His grace.

And praise God..cos i find myself less competitive ever since the semester started, guess it was also partly cos i decided to break myself from a bondage i had. Though i still feel stressed seeing how hardworking my friends are, but i no longer get too bothered over their pace.. it's a good thing :) i feel happier this way.

learning to count my blessings day by day, and reminding myself time and time again that I'm nothing, for He's everything. This phrase always reminds me to stay humble, and that nothing on this earth belongs to me in the first place.

Thank God for His amazing love.