I realised i'm really sentimental.

Really, really sentimental.

I miss the first friends i've ever made in my life. I miss them so much.
From the days me and Yusheng used to run from end to end in the basketball court, roaming the fields for grasshoppers and ladybirds.
I really miss the times we played soccer everyday, the class competitions in primary school.
I miss David's parties where everything was just so straightforward, straightforward fun, and time spent together.
Life has really changed, people have moved on, and people will continue to move on.

Is there a friend that will stay? Or will that friend just move in and out of your life as life chooses to push him?
Gone were the days where we'd make decisions together, walk together each step.
Don't you miss those days? those days where "I" didn't matter, but "We" did.
where we'd go to the same place, because we wanted to be together.

Perhaps, i've betrayed my friends at times in choosing my own path as well.

We even betray God when we choose our own paths, the moral standards we place upon ourselves. And who has kept to the moral standards he knows he should keeping?
Gambling, Sex, dishonesty, an Obsession for money and success, spite, slander, pride, personal glory....
Gone are the days of a true man, a true friend.

Has love eroded away from our lives? For it was around.... that innocent, pure brotherly love we had for one another. Or do we just chase another form of it, having forgotton it?

We dream, we forget those dreams. But they're always there.

I thank God for my darling...
Our relationship, a manifestation of a great love many have forgotton.