is it all worth it?

okay, i need some ranting...

apparently, everyone in my design project group thinks i'm stressed. Perhaps it's my tone, or perhaps i just simply look stressed. i've been trying to deny that and reassured them that i'm okay...but i guess, i gotta admit. I'm stressed.

there's so much to do, and we're all not getting enough rest. The projects are so taxing that it's making everyone feel so moody and easily irritable. For me, i've been trying my best to do what i can..but i'm no superwoman. I can't get things perfect..i try my best, but i make mistakes. My health has been failing... i've been getting headaches and nauseous spells. These few days, i've lost my appetite for lunch and always have the urge to throw up. (dun get the wrong idea here). So anyway, i haven't been sleeping enough, but then again, how can i complain when i know everyone is tired too?

I just need some ranting space, and need lots of prayers. I don't know how we're going to make it for the next 2 weeks. It's gonna be so utterly crazy and tiring. I really would need lots of understanding. oh my, i just wanna get it over and done with.

the question that i've been asking myself...
"is it worth compromising your health in order to strive for perfection?"

but nonetheless, like i've always believed, prayer works wonders. i wish all the christians in our group could unite together and pray as 1 body for Christ to lead us through such trying times. God will work through us if we choose to let Him too.

Paradox in life:
Human strength is weak.