out-of-place

Sometimes, I really feel out-of-place in crowds of youths.
Whether in school, in church or in others areas of one's life.

Its so funny, because I feel so much more at home in JSS.
around adults, around kids, its all fine...

But youths? they just don't connect. its just about fun; hanging and having fun together.

I'm really growing up too fast, I feel ready to be a father.