sigh.

i'm feeling really stressed and uptight now...so much so that my heart beats franctically everytime i try to do something. so i need a breather...and hopefully, i'll cool down after this post.

There's a lot of work to be done within the next 2 weeks before we break for exams. And it's depressing to know that my birthday week is gonna be so hectic, leaving me no time to celebrate other than the 14th (last day of sch) which's specially reserved for dear.

my health is still giving me a lot of problems...these days, i never fail to be woken up in the middle of the night by my irritating asthmatic cough, dry and painful throat, and itchy nose. I would sneeze and cough with wheezing, until i do something about it...like put vicks on my nose, drink some water, eat strepsils...and try to get back to sleep. It's that bad. It's okay in the day, but i get very tired because of disturbed sleep. oh well. and dear said it's all psychological ..shrugs.

Anyway, here are my datelines...

31 Oct: CN3108 LAB REPORT DUE
3 Nov: CN3132 TEST
6 Nov: CN3121 TEST
7 Nov: CN3132 PROJECT REPORT DUE
10 Nov: CN3108 LAB PRESENTATION
12 Nov: CN3132 PROJECT PRESENTATION
14 Nov: CN4111 & CN3121 PROJECT REPORTS DUE
15 Nov: EXAM STUDY BREAK BEGINS....
17 Nov: CN3421 ASSIGNMENT DUE
22 Nov: 1st EXAM PAPER.....and the rest of the papers follow suit.

+ 3 tutorials to do weekly + 2 more assignments which hasn't uploaded yet + DG to plan which hasn't been regular...

irritating.

there's no time to celebrate my brithday properly at all. so depressing.

anyway, i'm feeling all grouchy and uptight now. i need God's peace desperately.

sorry baby if i was unreasonable and pessimisstic. really need your support and encouragement... don't nag at me alright and sorry if i were to flare up. i need to vent my frustrations somewhere and i know i shouldn't do it to you. Sorry. i know i just have to do my work and stop complaining. juts be with me okay, i love you.

and hopefully, everyone will have a sense of urgency, and be cooperative..so all our projects can be done up efficiently and productively. there's seriously no more time to waste!