exams, exams, exams
After today's paper, every chem engineer probably breathed a sigh of relief cos the week has been a mad rush of revision and 2 consecutive exams are very tiring, seriously, especially when both papers are at 5pm each. Thank God, today's paper wasn't at 9am or something.
God has been really gracious and He has definitely led me through the papers thus far. Not saying that i did well, but rather, He has given me His peace and i know it because i can feel it. In fact i don't know how i'll score, cos i don't compare answers after the exam paper, but somehow, i know things will be alright and everything is safely in His hands and i can trust Him :) Dear very nicely fetched me home right after my paper yesterday at 7pm, went to clementi to buy kueh-tu-tu for me, cos i was starving and having hungry pangs before the paper! He stayed over yesterday night, motivating and cheering me on for my revision for today's paper despite his coming combo exams which i'll mention in a while. Thanks darling for doing so much for me despite your tiredness from mugging as well. I'm really touched :) And i really had fun studying with u last night and today! It made me so happy while studying for CN3121 that i didn't really feel any stress. Love you dear :)
Dear mentioned to me that this exam period, i didn't cry or break down emotionally or throw any tantrums. This's embarrassing but i tend to breakdown if i get too stressed and whine a lot. I think it gets very tiring on dear...cos while he has to study, he has to pacify and encourage me. yikes. But this exams, i'm really good! (sigh, i sound like a brat) but but it's worth thanksgiving for! and i'm still learning to cope my emotions, day by day :)
So anyhow! i have 1 last paper to go which is next wednesday, a module which i've not revised at all. Whereas, my poor boy has 4 more papers to go starting from tmr! He has 4 combo papers...friday, monday, thursday and friday..all in a span of 1 week. His exams aren't like chem eng exams...in the sense that most of his exams are closed-book and involve a whole lot of memory work. Poor him...i really feel for him when i see him trying to memorize all the equations and those technical bio terms. Well, now that my ordeal is almost over, i want to be there for him, to support and encourage him :) Dear, just wanna tell you that i'm with you! and no matter what grade u get, we give thanks and leave it to God. He has our future in His hands. Just do your best! No matter what, i'll be proud of you. I know you've put in a lot of hard work!
Friends, do pray for him alright? His paper starts at 9am tmr...it's a solid-waste module and it's closed book. Pray that he'll be able to remember what he has to remember, to apply the concepts correctly, to have enough time to finish the paper, to write down the relevant points and explain it succintly, to be careful in his calculations and above all, to depend on God :) Thanks for your prayers!
Really appreciate those who pray. Thanks jess! :) huggies. I know you've been praying. love ya!! keeping you in prayers too!!!
Erlin put it very nicely in her blogpost title the importance of prayer in one line:
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