He

is really a good man. He's really a good boyfriend.
He would never intentionally want to hurt me, nor will he every stop loving me.
No matter how nonsensical i was, or how whiny or temperamental, he would know how to deal with me. Even if i get upset and all teary cos things don't turn out the way i wanted to (i.e. i didn't get to win haha), he would still embrace me with love at the end of the day.
That's him.
He's just who he is, inside and outside, a truly sentimental guy who loves God and cherishes his faith.
A guy whom i can always trust, a guy whom i forsee a future with, a guy whom i would like to support in his christian life.

It's just strange why God put such a deep abstract thinker like him to be with such a shallow, somewhat superficial and naive me. It gets me a little vexed sometimes when i wonder why he's always thinking soo much. Yet while he thinks a lot, i worry a lot. I guess, it's obvious that thinking would be far better than worrying. People say that when you're with someone for a long time, you'll become more and more like the person. I can't really tell if we're getting more similar, but one thing that's for sure, i'm becoming more like him....starting to think more (though i'm not sure if i'm thinking of things that i should think about), and starting to be less carried away. He said that i'm probably tired now, after working so hard for the past 3 years. I kinda lost my drive, and i don't know why and how i did it. I can't blame it on exchange, because i worked pretty hard there too!

Oh well. I'm indeed thankful for him, and am excited to know and see how God can use us, as one, to do His work...it wld be fun to do sunday sch together!