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I detest writing anything with regards to FYP, but I just needed an avenue to garner some prayers. The past week has been somewhat a difficult one, having to force myself to start writing my report (since my results can't get any better). It's such a huge inertia to really start myself going, but I have to since my phd is leaving next week for Thailand. Writing a report is like a roller coaster ride..it would always start out hard, with much frustrations trying to express my thoughts and to decipher what i'm actually writing, and then it would get better once i've passed through a small stage, and then back to the difficult part again when a new paragraph starts. Currently, I guess i'm into the most difficult part of the report, where I really think anyone who reads it would scratch their head, wondering what on earth I am doing and why everything seemed so messy and confusing! And so, I'm really trying to make things clear...but i myself am quite muddleheaded too. Sadly, i'm progressing much slower than I thought (i didn't expect myself to take such a long time), so please please do pray that somehow, God will really grant me wisdom as I type. I couldn't have come so far without God, and whether or not it's gonna turn out acceptable, I really need Him.