There is no higher calling than to kneel and bow before your Throne

A reminder of God's glory

We had a back-to-basics session at CG last night, where we shared our testimony and how God has led us through these years. I was reminded of how faithful God has been in my life, and the many times i turned a deaf ear to Him and did my own things. I was touched by many's testimonies and their life-changing moments.

Ever since I came back from Switzerland, I have been clouded with a lot of fear in my work. It has been difficult, since there weren't really notes that i could be spoon-fed with. Modules like FYP and Design Project are very independent in nature, and it's something i struggle with. I have to admit, that i'm a very dependent person, and I have to get out of that comfort zone somehow. All these while, I am always afraid of not being able to do well, not being able to complete and do my part. Yesterday, I questioned myself, "Where is my faith?". And i felt thoroughly ashamed. God has led me through many dark tunnels, yet have i been forgetful of His goodness? Why do I fear when i have God beside me?

This day, I really want to draw back to God, trust in Him and let His love flows through me. I want to open up my heart for God to enter. Without His love, i cannot do anything. It's time i build my confidence in Christ.