hmmmm...

Am back in singapore and feeling quite lost as usual. While I was hoping to get a mini retreat at pattaya to reflect over my life and to hear what God wants me to do, all I gathered was "Be patient, Be still and know that I am God. It will work out in My timing". I am seriously not sure if it came from my own head, but I want to believe that it's from God.

Yut, I totally understand your fear and stress with regards to stepping into the working world. I too, up to today, am not doing what I have interest in. I studied something I didn't really fancy, but I could still work my way through it. But...the joy? The satisfaction? I am not sure if it exists. Sure, I learnt and am learning a lot...and am thankful for many opportunities...but I know I don't want to do this for long. I have dreams..but it too, takes a lot of courage and sacrifice. I don't want to be rash and jump into the ocean. I pray God will guide and prepare me with open doors.

I have some dreams of mine since a long time ago, and I still hope it will come true one day. It is better to have dreamt than not to dream at all right? But perhaps, it's better to try living out your dreams, than not to try it at all.

May God show His light unto me.

Yut, you're not alone :). May God alleviate our fears and grant peace in our hearts.