a post specially dedicated to my darling...

we've gotten all the pictures of our trip, but there are loads of them...might account to hundreds, and thus, we have to sort them out before posting them here :)

i just visited ben & gen's blog..which is actually caleb's blog..u can see the link on the right 'diary of a new daddy'. They finally updated their blog! and i have to say in all honesty, that me and darling really desire to set up a family of love just like theirs in time to come. hee

...their family of 4 now, as gen is expecting currently, is really so sweet. and i thank God for such a blessed family of theirs. May God continue to bless them! Nothing beats love... :)

anyway, me and darling have been away for SM training and SM day for the past 2 days...Though they were really quite tiring, but we have learnt a lot. And we also realised that we have a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot to do for the next 2 semesters at least. Not to complain, coz we've committed and willingly decided to serve God in the crusade

ministry and glorify Him :) May God strengthen us!

And the rest of this post will be dedicated to my dearest darling...

Someone asked me once what was the sweetest thing my dear has done for me...and though i did give an answer, but it wasn't what i wanted to say. In fact, in all honesty, the sweetest thing my darling has done was to give his love to me. ..and it has been expressed in countless ways, in words, in actions, in every single way possible.

Yesterday, when i was feeling low and numb and tired, dear just stopped me while we were walking at holland v, and hugged me so tightly, and asked me gently if anything was wrong...

While we were in the car and i was still feeling low,dear made himself silly and made me laugh immediately and cheered me up tremendously...dear even detoured his car and brought me to 'ma cheng', horse city in direct translation, somewhere i've nvr been in my life. And we just chatted there...and dear said he would do anything just to make me happy, even if it is to die.

Today, dear and i decided to take the day off to meet up with our own friends..dear met tim and friends, while i met sandra. And i asked dear to say 'i love you' through the phone while he was with his friends...and despite the shyness, he still did it and i was really touched and happy :)

This darling of mine...

he would make himself a fool just to cheer me up...
he would lose his life if it takes to save my life...
he would sacrifice his grades just to be with me all the time...
he would give up all his s/u and give it all to me...
he would give up his career just to accompany me...
he would give me all his money if i love money... (but i don't)
he would give up the module he wanted to take, and take another module similar to mine, no matter how hard it is...just to be with me...
he would cry when i cry...
he would blame himself whenever i am sad, thinking he hasn't brought me happiness...
he would cook meals for me if i'm hungry....
he would wash the dishes if i was lazy and tired...
he would run and jog with me, no matter how tired or how slow i was...
he would stay up, no matter how late or how tired he is, just to talk to me...
he would kiss me to take away my germs when i'm sick...
he would drive all the way down to the east just to pick me up, despite the petrol cost...
he would protect me, just to ensure that i'm safe all the time...
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and all these, he has done it before and the list of things my darling has done for me, never ends.

some may think he's foolish, some may think he's mad, some may think he's stupid, some may think he's over

protective, some may think it's not worth it...but in my eyes, i am touched and truly appreciate all that he has done for me, and i love him for who he is.

my silly and sweetest darling, he would do anything in the world just to see me smile...

and i definitely don't deserve his love.

But God is gracious, and has given him to me :)

Thank you God for this beautiful love.

This love, i'll always treasure and cherish.

i love you, my love... till eternity and beyond.



This promise, i give it unto you...

:::me and my love:::