God's Plan Revealed!

WE ARE GOING FOR SEP TO...

UNIVERSITY OF ETH ZURICH

2009!!!

We literally squealed for joy when we checked the results yesterday and gave each other a big teddy bear hug!!!

God has been so very faithful to us! And we'll not disappoint Him, we wanna go there and worship our Father. Thank God for this opportunity. On a side note, most of my friends have gotten their places too. Dear and i will be going in semester 2, which is from January to probably end July, together with a group of other friends. Xin ling, Bernard, Chen Lu, Erlin will be going with us tooo. Wonder how the experience will be like. However, it's still a tedious process trying to map our modules over and one problem is that the examination over there is in August, which means to say NUS would have already started a new semester! Guess we gotta request for early examination, hopefully, everything goes well.

Apart from that, we've gotten back our geog project and lab reports. Didn't manage to get what we expected, but still, we thank and praise God and we're satisfied with whatever the grades. Been thinking about my lab reports though...i've really put in a lot of time and effort but didn't manage to do well, while others, putting in so much lesser time, did better. I know, i shouldn't compare right. It's bad to compare. I know i know. Just a passing thought. I'll let it passs.

Anyway, dear and i had a heart to heart talk today and concluded that it's my pride that is causing me all these struggles and worries. I'm pessimisstic by nature, and its bad. Dear said that i always let my emotions overule my entire self, and let it overwhelm the happiness that is before me, the happiness and joy in having the Lord and dear himself. And it all begins with pride. Perhaps if i would be able to etched it in my heart that "I am nothing", then i wouldn't expect myself to do well in any area, but rather let God take control since He's everything. Then, I wouldn't be so carried away with the world, but able to let things go and hold on to things that last eternally and be happy for whatever i have and love myself for who God has made me to be. Ay, i always say its hard...but perhaps it's just an excuse to procrastinate myself from changing afterall; a consequence of my stubborn nature. But Where and how should i start changing?? Perhaps it begins from a willing heart, to be able to take courage and let all these grades go. Maybe failing would help eh? But i no courage laaaaa. i so scared of failing. Ay, i'm always spinning around in circles. God save me. Its so very exasperating.

Exams start next saturday for me. Really very stressed and drained. So much to know, so much don't know. And i'm staying up later and later each day, been feeling more and more tired and weak. Think i gotta treat my body well and pamper it with a good night rest tonight.

Will put up our exam timetables soon for prayer.

God provides strength to the weary souls.