Immature Me

I hate myself for my immaturity.
I hate myself for getting carried away by temporal earthly pleasures.
I hate myself for taking things for granted.
I hate myself for wanting things my own way.
I hate myself for being stubbon.
I hate myself for not being teachable.
I hate myself for being pessimisstic.
I hate myself for my inadequacies.
I hate myself for my imperfection.
I hate myself for comparing.
I hate myself for all my flaws.
I hate myself for making dear sad.
I hate myself for all these self-condemnation, yet still not making efforts to change.
I hate myself for being me.

Sometimes I just don't understand myself; why i feel this way or react that way. It seems totally senseless and brainless yet, i still refuse to change for the better. And for what reason, I do not know. I'm just plain stubborn and it irks me terribly.

Grow up davina.

It's time to stop all these immaturity nonsense.