Awakening

I'm thankful for that awakening.

Thankful for that wake up call.

People shouldn't give in to what I want. I should learn to not take things in my own way all the time, now that i'm not single anymore. I must learn to care and think more for people around me, esp my dearest. And i cross my fingers and hope that there won't be another cycle like this again. Everytime i say i wanna change, i tend to go back to my old ways after some time. I need to be firm with myself and resist Mr S.A. TAN. c'mon, you can do it.

I appreciate your harshness dear though it was a teeeny weeny bit painful yesterday. I know it hurts you to even be harsh with me...and i know it hurts you more to see me cry and get into an emotional turmoil. But thankfully you're strong enough to resist all emotional blackmail from me and be firm by not giving in to me.

Guess it's time I learn to be less domineering and more submissive. Sorry for being such a trouble maniac and difficult gf dear. I should be more than glad for your assurance that no matter how imperfect I'm, you'll never give me up or give up on me. :)

Now now, don't I sound like a monster?

The answer is obvious.