A day dedicated to God

I thank God for today. Even though i think i was pms-ing today, God spoke to me through pastor joel's message about overcoming our own giants and how we all need to have giant-slaying faith..just like david and goliath. We all have our own giants..and i personally have been struggling with my own giants for years and have always been too stubborn to approach them with faith. I fear and avoid them, thus..i run away. Today's message really reminded me that i need to be like David...God has given me all these giants for me to grow and conquer them.

I spent the whole afternoon with dear today at ecp. We placed a picnic mat and lay there for several hours, gazing at the sun, trees and sea. Today, i cried my heart out infront of dear...i thought about my giants and i just poured my heart out...and dear gave me his listening ear and hugged me. I'm ever so thankful for him..for always being there to hear me and give me support. I've come to a realisation today that my own giants are really because of my own weaknesses..not because of other people..but my own doing, my own stubborness, my own pride. And i got to change within to conquer them..it's a personal battle and i've got to confront them. Dear and i did our book today..and talked about our prayer life and how we can dedicate our relationship deeper into His word and prayer...we also talked about serving children's ministry and how we can grow deeper. It was really meaningful...we had heart to heart talk, and dedicated the whole afternoon to God.

At night, i went for dear's YAG (Young Adults Group) gathering and i felt so welcomed. I'm so thankful for his churchies like deb and claire esp...they really make me feel at home.. :) really so thankful and excited to see new friendships blossoming with them. Aaron talked about how we should always sing of God's praises despite our giants..which really links to the message today as well.

Today feels different. Dear and i have went through a lot..and have made commitments to grow deeper in our r/s.. we both yearn for a r/s pleasing to God's eyes. Thank God for being our guide all the time.

And i also wanna congratulate Ben and family..as Gen delivered mei mei smoothly today. So happy for them! :) May God cont to bless the Lee family richly! =) welcome to the world, sarah lee! =)