Rough Day

Today was bad day for us both.

We quarreled quite badly, did really silly things, made each other angry, said harsh things, and ended up with lots of tears. It was devastating.

Dear, i think if our love story is made into a drama, it'ld be quite exciting. haha.

But after a few hours of intense emotions, we finally made peace again. No no..we didn't quarrel to the extent of breaking up. We would never intend to 'break up' cos we knew we were meant for each other, and we love each other too much. But it was just insensitiveness on my part, and i didn't realise i was taking him for granted.

I did really silly things today, and looking back, i think i must have looked comical and hysterical. like a mad woman. don't ever imagine.

oh well. but at the end of it all, God was there...and God made me realise that i was in the wrong, and i called to say 'sorry'. I had to let go of my pride and admit that i was in the wrong... Sometimes, we always want to prove ourselves right..and always thinking that the other party just don't understand when in fact, we ourselves don't realise that the fault lies with us. It's just self-centered thinking... Today, this little hiccup of ours made me learn the importance of self-reflecting..and don't blame others if u haven't did your own self-reflection.

I'm sorry baby... i hurt you too much. But in times like these, we grow and nurture our love together. Thank you baby, for tolerating my nonsense. I think if i was together with any other guy, he would have long abandoned me or probably slapped me in the face. But God is gracious to me. He gave me you :) You're such an angel. Every little hiccup of ours become a testimony of God's goodness towards us.

my eyes feel so puffy now.. dear's eyes must be puffy too. it's definitely not easy sustaining a relationship, even for friendships, it's a commitment to make...and lots of sacrifices.

but don't get me wrong. i've never regretted being in relationship with dear. In fact, i can be more thankful for this great love that God has give me. love you honey! biiiggg huuuuuugggg for you!