Aiyah.

I am feeling so sad to leave home. The past few days have been heart-wrenching with the thought of having to say goodbye to my family. I guess it's precisely because i'm leaving my very own comfort and security zone and it's the longest time i'll be away from home.

i hope i don't cry when i'm at the departure gate on saturday. I don't really like to cry in front of people haha, i'm those kind who will secretly cry under my blankets with the lights off.

argh. this 'she bu de' feeling is totally unbearable :(