Please keep us in prayers.

The dreadful sms came this afternoon, when dear sms-ed me to tell me that he's sick. I prayed and really crossed my fingers that it's not anything serious, but when he went to the doctor, the doctor said it's most probably swine flu. He has a high temperature of 38.5 degrees now.

It's weird though, that the doctor didn't take a blood test on him to confirm if it's swine, but i'm hoping dear will take the blood test tmr.

That being said, if he really has swine flu, then it probably will be my turn soon, as I was with him the entire day yesterday. Currently, I've a little sorethroat, headache the whole of last night which caused me insomnia, and a little breathing difficulty. I don't know if it's psychological or not, cos I've a high tendency of feeling sick when I think i'm sick, even though it may not be true.

Right now, dear's feeling really uncomfortable. I'm thinking if the source might be the liverpool match he went just last sunday, since it was a huge crowd. I just pray, and seek prayers from all friends, to let him recover as soon as possible, and that the virus will be contained. It'll be really dreadful if it spreads to our loved ones...esp our parents, who have weaker immunity than us. I really don't want that to happen.

So, I've cancelled all appointments, and will stay home and self-quarantine for the next few days. It seems as though people are desensitized to the seriousness of swine flu due to its low mortality, but now that there's a high possibility i will be getting it...it seems that life is so vulnerable. You never really know what happens next. I just trust God that He will bring us both through this difficult period.

And dear, don't worry so much okay. I will take good care of myself... and don't every blame yourself. Our lives are in God's control. You just concentrate on resting and getting well. I'm with you, through it all, and am keeping us in prayers. Love you...

Appreciate all your prayers very much.