Tired Boy

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Dear has been really so very exhausted lately.

Actually, i'm feeling quite bored, cos i just don't feel like studying, plus there's so much to study and so much i don't know..that i dont know where to start. sigh. studying sucks... Dear's staying over at my house tonite and we were supposed to do our work together. But when he saw my bed, he couldn't resist it but zonked out straight away. Seeing his tired and weary soul, my heart ached and I just had to wake him and up and bring him to the guest room to sleep for the night. So, right now, my darling is in lala land, while I'm here feeling bored but guilty cos i haven't done any work for the day.

hai. so very sick of studying. but i guess, enough of whining..oh but i have to add that caleb's blog has been my source of stress relievement though! Thanks Gen for all the posts...been keeping me so excited reading them everyday!

Anyhow, dear & i had a good time having a heart to heart talk and doing our devotional book last tues. We attended the evangelistic screening event for crusade too, and it was good. The Lord brought many hearts that night. But, SEP isn't really going our way. But still, we trust God and pls do pray for us k.

At the same time, i've been having some friendships problems and it's been pretty annonying cos i can't seem to get it out of me. The thoughts and frustration keeps bothering me. I hope the Lord prompts me what to do...or rather, maybe i actually know it already, but just living in ignorance and oblivion. Truly, my own problems are my own cause. BIG SIGH. it's so very FRUSTRATING!!!! URGH! can't seem to get it out of my chest. *wails* Well, for those who know about it, thank you for listening and the advices given. Appreciate it lots... :) pls do pray for me, to get through this emotional turmoil that has been haunting me for so very long :(

I also had a good catch up with jess dearie last wed. Thank you babe for coming all the way down to have a nice, affordable, dinner with me. I think it has been some time since we talked so much over a short period of time. I think i was practically blabbering all the way. And haha! What's new?! We met stars together again..this time, it's CAO GUO HUI with his girlfriend. haha..very juicy observing their manerisms. Though i was quite critical with his girlfriend hur hur hur. I better stop before i get slammed with his local supporters. =X But really, thanks jess for the time and understanding...that i have been quite busy and all. Glad to be updated with ur life too... love ya! take care at work okie...glad God bless you with such a nice boss. hee hee. And mistakes are bound to happen, but be teachable and learn from it k! =)

Okay, to end off, I just wanna let my darling know that i'm always there for him...as his pillar of strength and support. Though school has been so draining, and you, always trying to be the bestest boyfriend :), please do take care of ur health okay. Do know that it pains me to see u being so tired and worse, sick. No matter how exhausted dear, the Lord will grant us strength k. I love you...and will always be with you. Have a good night rest honey. muacks =)

Sorry if i raised a lot of goosebumps. hee hee hee. It wasn't intentional, really ;)

Sigh. I really want to graduate ASAP and get married. OKAY, very random i know. heh!