thanks honey :)

you know it's just so nice to have someone who really love you for who you are.

And i'm really blessed to have found my soulmate, really. And i'm really thankful for that. It's always warm to have a reciprocative relationship, be it friends, couples or more so with God.

i think i really have this perfectionist thing in me that's quite irritating..cos i would always want to do the best in everything, be it projects, tutorials, lab reports. And because of that, i hope to see people putting in gd effort and attitude in doing things as well. Everyone works hard, and everyone appreciates each other's efforts. But it's bad when u let this perfectionist thing drives you too much...cos u tend to set certain expectations, and become really kiasi and kiasu after a while. When that gets too extreme...it's danger zone. People will slowly label you and not want to work with you. So anyhow, i kinda broke down today cos i was getting stressed or maybe i was just pmsing... but thankfully dear was beside me to support me and see me through tough times like this. He was there to even help me do my lab report so my week won't be too packed... he insisted on doing it, despite my countless times of telling him not to. His love for me really touches me so deeply.

i think i'm getting too carried away with my work. It's time to get back right on God...and to honour Him and not gain any success for myself. And i mean it. Please pray for me and that perfectionist attitude to fade off.

thank you dear for being there for me when i'm at my weakest. i love you so much :) i really do appreciate it.